I hate Christmas -lineart-

Yep, that's how I'm spending Christmas this year.
I suppose picture speaks for itself.

I have nothing better to do than being grumpy and drawing a picture about how much I hate Christmas.

As for reasons, well, I hate Christmas, I hate my birthdays, I hate summer solstice and everything else people are celebrating.

First of all I dislike shopping very much, I can't stand wasting my time in shops searching for some presents, I dislike manner in which people celebrate them, because all they do is eating A LOT and drinking and spending money. Although the basic idea behind Christmas is OK (I mean spending time with friends, meting family members, making your loved ones happy with nice presents) commercialization of all that sucks. And the same goes also for summer solstice being turned into a day when people get together to drink as much as they can and drive a car after that (and die in car accidents on the rode back home).

And in addition to that there aren't any people I could meet or celebrate Christmas with them, so all festivities just makes me to realize that I do feel lonely although in weekdays I'm very good with having no such feeling and suppressing it. And that actually causes some anger and grudge towards people who are enjoying these celebrations.

And remembering these dates in previous years makes me to feel even worse than I already do, because whenever I celebrated them, these celebrations were either disgusting for me and I was forced to be there or all the good memories only makes to realize that they are only memories and it's not like this anymore.

This line art will be moved to scraps if I will also color it one day.

And if I'll get till that I will add some Christmas decorations, which she's destroying (only first I must decide where to add them and which Christmas decorations I want).

Ah, and this is wolf is from


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P.S. I just found out that my scanner can make such huge resolution images. This time I used slightly different settings than usually when scanning my works and A4 size turned into 7015x4960 pixels. I had no idea it can do that.